Day Two

It's officially day two of my blogging. Insomnia has kicked in, and now I'm awake. It's 2:15 am, and I just got out of the shower.

Camden woke up, and is still up. I'm going to give him another bottle, and see if he goes to bed. I'm exhausted, but can't sleep. I'm watching Disney channel.


So, as the day dragged on, it became interesting to say the least. I went to my WIC appt, got my new checks, and tomorrow, to the welfare office. I really hate the idea of being on State Aid, but until I can get a job, it's what's best.

Camden deserves so much more than what I've given him. I hope I'm doing the right thing by signing the divorce papers. I really hope that he grows up to appreciate all the things I have done for him, even the mistakes that I've made.

Again, I can't wait to start school, get my mind on doing other stuff.

I miss my best friend. We barely get to hang out, but once the 18th comes [her 18th birthday] We'll be able to hang out whenever.

I'll probably write more later, Right now, I have diapers to change, and a son to play with. :]